Tomorrow, officially Adam Zuhair will be 2 months young. WOW~~ serious rasa sekejap :)
i remembered the first day we brought Adam home. he was soo small that i can just hold him in 1 hand. so light~~ after two days at home, adam was admitted @ DEMC for jaundice. i cried the first night adam was in the hospital. i cried at the hospital, in the car on the way back, while having dinner, trying to put myself to sleep and could'nt wait till tomorrow. it was HARD i tell u. its like losing your soul..serious. and i was determine to exclusively breastfeed him..so i diligently begin pumping daripada hospital sampai rumah. every 2 hours. i sleep only a couple of hours that day because i want to make sure that i sent enough milk for adam at the hospital. early next morning i went straight to the hospital because i missed him so much and i want to feed him. yup..@ day 5 of my pantang i spent the whole day at the hospital, feeding him every 2 hours. and pumping alternately. i want him strong and fight his jaundice! he cried the moment i step into the pediatric ward that morning..as if he sense that his mommy is here.. it was sooo sad seeing him under that blue light with his eyes closed with an eye mask. and when i left for the day..he cried again as if saying mommy dont leave me!" i rushed to him and breastfeed him one last time before going back home..the next day i was confident that adam can be discharge because yesterday his jaundice reading was getting lower. alhamdulillah..the doctor said adam is fit to go home...and my heart was complete again.
during my confinement, i was with adam 24/7. he never left my side. i just got accustomed to him being around me every hour of the day. he's getting bigger and heavier by the day. he was born weighing 2.6kg, when he had jaundice, his weight shoot down to 2.4. but after 2 weeks, @ 1 month, his weight is 3.6kg~! berkat susu ibu i tell u. he is stronger. can gerak2 his head, tengkuk dia dah keras skit.. im so proud of his development :) i can wait for his 2 months weight this tuesday~! hohoho. nak burp kan dia sebelah tangan pon dah x larat.
adam likes to wiggle a lot now. especially when his mommy trying to put on his diapers~! he will wiggle here and there and to the extent yg dia gerak ke depan and i cant tampal his diapers. he laughs and smile :) very manja..likes to be hugged.he loves to sleep on peoples cheast..especially his cik lia's. he drinks a LOT of milk and pantang nampak mummy dia terus nak milk! very clever! he also make the cutest "sad" face ever!! gerammmmm huhuu my baby is full with expressions :) adam is also quite a "celebrity" @ home because everybody wants to hold him, hug and kiss him. he is very lucky to have doating aunties, uncles and grandparents.
well, last monday i officially became a working mom :( so saddddd... i actually have to lapor diri before i deliver, but terdeliver before lapor diri. so..basically dah terlambat la. and my employer asked me to lapor diri after pantang..but i delayed until adam is 2 months. sedeyy weii tinggal anak if he is still 1 month old. he's too small and needs his mommy..so @ 2 months ni i rasa ok sikit because he is bigger and stronger now.. but its still hard.
at work, i could nt stop looking pictures of adam.. i miss him every second of the day.. i miss having him around cooing and wiggling like crazy hehehe. but i know i have to work to provide for him..xpe, bila mommy dapat gaji we will go shopping ok?! and i think somehow he understands that mommy have to work. when i come home, i will make sure that i will be the one to bathe him. and he would'nt sleep from 6pm till around 12 am.. i like to think its because he wants to spend time with his mommy hehehe.. so yeah.. thats basically the routine for this week.
also, been pumping religiously so that adam can have my milk even when im working. i am thankful that my husband, sisters and father are around to look after adam. he is such a good baby (hahahaa..puji anak sendiri) because he only cries when he wants milk or if he wants to sleep. setakat ni, he can wear any types of diapers, ive tried pureen, drypers,pet pet etc and no nappy rash yet alhamdulillah.. so yeah..so far so good..
being a mommy is the best thing that ever happen to me..i would nt trade the sleeples nights, diaper changing, cranky time etc for anything in the world :) thank u Allah :)
i remembered the first day we brought Adam home. he was soo small that i can just hold him in 1 hand. so light~~ after two days at home, adam was admitted @ DEMC for jaundice. i cried the first night adam was in the hospital. i cried at the hospital, in the car on the way back, while having dinner, trying to put myself to sleep and could'nt wait till tomorrow. it was HARD i tell u. its like losing your soul..serious. and i was determine to exclusively breastfeed him..so i diligently begin pumping daripada hospital sampai rumah. every 2 hours. i sleep only a couple of hours that day because i want to make sure that i sent enough milk for adam at the hospital. early next morning i went straight to the hospital because i missed him so much and i want to feed him. yup..@ day 5 of my pantang i spent the whole day at the hospital, feeding him every 2 hours. and pumping alternately. i want him strong and fight his jaundice! he cried the moment i step into the pediatric ward that morning..as if he sense that his mommy is here.. it was sooo sad seeing him under that blue light with his eyes closed with an eye mask. and when i left for the day..he cried again as if saying mommy dont leave me!" i rushed to him and breastfeed him one last time before going back home..the next day i was confident that adam can be discharge because yesterday his jaundice reading was getting lower. alhamdulillah..the doctor said adam is fit to go home...and my heart was complete again.
during my confinement, i was with adam 24/7. he never left my side. i just got accustomed to him being around me every hour of the day. he's getting bigger and heavier by the day. he was born weighing 2.6kg, when he had jaundice, his weight shoot down to 2.4. but after 2 weeks, @ 1 month, his weight is 3.6kg~! berkat susu ibu i tell u. he is stronger. can gerak2 his head, tengkuk dia dah keras skit.. im so proud of his development :) i can wait for his 2 months weight this tuesday~! hohoho. nak burp kan dia sebelah tangan pon dah x larat.
adam likes to wiggle a lot now. especially when his mommy trying to put on his diapers~! he will wiggle here and there and to the extent yg dia gerak ke depan and i cant tampal his diapers. he laughs and smile :) very manja..likes to be hugged.he loves to sleep on peoples cheast..especially his cik lia's. he drinks a LOT of milk and pantang nampak mummy dia terus nak milk! very clever! he also make the cutest "sad" face ever!! gerammmmm huhuu my baby is full with expressions :) adam is also quite a "celebrity" @ home because everybody wants to hold him, hug and kiss him. he is very lucky to have doating aunties, uncles and grandparents.
well, last monday i officially became a working mom :( so saddddd... i actually have to lapor diri before i deliver, but terdeliver before lapor diri. so..basically dah terlambat la. and my employer asked me to lapor diri after pantang..but i delayed until adam is 2 months. sedeyy weii tinggal anak if he is still 1 month old. he's too small and needs his mommy..so @ 2 months ni i rasa ok sikit because he is bigger and stronger now.. but its still hard.
at work, i could nt stop looking pictures of adam.. i miss him every second of the day.. i miss having him around cooing and wiggling like crazy hehehe. but i know i have to work to provide for him..xpe, bila mommy dapat gaji we will go shopping ok?! and i think somehow he understands that mommy have to work. when i come home, i will make sure that i will be the one to bathe him. and he would'nt sleep from 6pm till around 12 am.. i like to think its because he wants to spend time with his mommy hehehe.. so yeah.. thats basically the routine for this week.
also, been pumping religiously so that adam can have my milk even when im working. i am thankful that my husband, sisters and father are around to look after adam. he is such a good baby (hahahaa..puji anak sendiri) because he only cries when he wants milk or if he wants to sleep. setakat ni, he can wear any types of diapers, ive tried pureen, drypers,pet pet etc and no nappy rash yet alhamdulillah.. so yeah..so far so good..
being a mommy is the best thing that ever happen to me..i would nt trade the sleeples nights, diaper changing, cranky time etc for anything in the world :) thank u Allah :)
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