3 : THREE

what does the number 3 to me? ok..tomorrow, officially me n fadly would be 3 years. yeah..i know! cam lama kan? and i cant seem to digest this. its like..wow..3 years eh? :) so..this post is dedicated to my heart and soul..aiya..u la Mr F!!

its a funny story how we meet..he has this habit of texting me sooOOo early in the morning.like 6.30 am and it was on our semester break! sooo.i was annoyed la..then..we became fast frens. his persistence and kind heartedness makes me really comfortable with him. he was also very Very funny which is a plus PLUS hehehe..

and the things we went through together. the first 2 weeks of knowing him, my uncle passed away and i cried and he was the one that i called. i did'nt know why, but he was the first person that i let myself go and cried of grief for the passing of my uncle..

our first date..hahaha.remeber cyg? it was raining cats and dogs and we were in the bus mini to get to pas? remember? we were wet to the bone and my slippers were make squishy squashy noise..(my attempt to look beautiful and lemah lembut totally backfired!) my tudung was all wet and out of place..so imagine what a mess i was..(bcoz of the rain tau..not because im naturally a mess) but despite all of that, we still had fun!! we laugh and you were being such a gentlemen ignoring my noisy slippers :) tq cyg for not making me feel more worse!! hehehe

the first present he gave me...
a kitkat gift pack..together with a cute little teddy bear which i still now keep..its so dear to me :) and from there on..he gave me things that i really need.like..my LOVELY PURPLE bag, my cute purse!(because he said the purse i was using is horrendous!!), perfume..tudung..and many many more..

and he has this habit of scribbling and drawing cartoons everywhere..on scraps of papers and even tissues. and i've kept them!! haha cyg..one day, im gonna show u that i've kept all of your pictures that u've drawn. i remembered last year was a very hard year for me..F went away for half a year to do his practical and my dad was sick. it was 2 major blows in my life..i cried everyday begging him not to go because i soo very need him here..with me..through all the problems that im facing. and i cried n cried when he hop on the bus and left...but weeks after, when i open one of my law books, he actually had slipped drawings and notes saying that he loves me forever and be patient..that was one of the most sweet sweet things that he had done. it was like a sunbeam through the clouds..(im getting teary eyed here!!)

ok..dont say that we've never fight. we DO! sometimes constantly! but..we decided to throw our differences and make us the priority and not our emotions (he will always be the most patient and rational one hehehe).. tq for that also sayang..

since then..we are quite comfortable with each other. i mean, xla malu-malu lagi. but..when i haven't seen him in quite a while, i'll get all shy with him again, like when we first met.so..there is no feeling of too comfortable with him. it's always like a new feeling that i feel for him (am i making any sense?)

sOOooo..tomorrow is our big 3 and we plan to celebrate it as simple as we are. nothing complicated since we are both broke(so..no fancy stuff!) but sayang, im glad to have u with me everyday and giving me the strenght when i needed it. i cant imagine life without u.. :) and u wonder why i love u so much huh! hhehhee love u! and many years to come!! yeayyy

Happy Anniversary Sayang!! :)

Rules:
It’s harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag people(if u noticed missing words... sorry tend to ignore rules i can't follow). Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.



My name starts with the letter- L (dah sume W x best la kan?)

1. What is your name : Wan RLili

2. A four Letter Word : Love

3. A boy’s Name : Larry

4. A girl’s Name : Lila

5. An occupation : Lawyer (duhh...)

6. A color : Lilac(purple shade)

7. Something you’ll wear : Long pants? (hahaha)

8. A food : Longan

9. Something found in the bathroom : Longkang (hahha)

10. A place : Lenga(muar)

11. A reason for being late : Lingering at my bed

12. Something you’d shout : La...!

13. A movie title : Love actually

14. Something you drink : Laici

15. A musical group : Lifehouse

16. An animal : Lice

17. A street name : Langgak (kedah)

18. A type of car : Lexus

19. The title of a song : Lie

cannot resist..

ok..this is by far the CUTESTTTTT picture ever!! and its taken by moi~ hehehe lia..ur so cuteee la sayang !!~

Random..random..

pose maut lili hahahha

ayah..love u

mamak..yumyum..

:)

other pictures..later punye post ek..x muat plak..kak lisa,mama n azrai..beware..ur pics will be featured..muahahhaha

hey..its been a while since i updated my blog.dunno why..x mood kot. just got better from the 'back pain' problem. so..feeling much better now. dah pecah pantang pown..just x berani lagi nak minum tea(my fav drink!! wah!) .. im giving it a few weeks..then i'll drink all the tea i want. actually, i was thinking 'why tea?' bukan sepatutnya tea tu bagus ke? like chinese tea..jasmine tea..and all the lovely teas in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD..~~ ok, now i sound obsessed huhuhu

ok..a little update, im now a bit bz with work. yesterday i manage to finish an affidavit in reply and im suppose to start working on a reply for a lettler in demand, but turns out, i have to wait till next week for the client to send me relevant documents (no doubt its gonna be LOADS of it) for dear me to READ hahhaha life is fun huh? so..today im starting to list down every correspondence for the bill of cost (ingat SA x? nightmare...) and the correspondence go wayyyYYyyyy back to 1989. so..figure it out la!!! the file is like 10 inch thick..just my luck.but..i'll take it as a challenge..(bile lagi kan nak wat? huehuehue)

but..today feels like a really long day and i cant wait to get off from work coz today ada pasar malam and im dying for some yong tau foo..yumyummm..another hour and a half..pray that i'll survive guys!!! also, yesterday i called the BC and the State Bar for my letter of no objection. and the sgor state bar first said that they have never EVER received my application. and i was like..."WHAT!! THAT MUST BE A MISTAKE" then i ask him to check again..and THANKFULLY (obviously) the officer WAS mIstaken. so..i can collect.but the BC is another story. x siap pon lagi the letter..suruh call end of the week..."HELLO..short call i selase depan k? asal la lembab sangat" ntah pape ntah..so..x boleh lagi nak settle my short call stuff. must wait till friday. hope the office bOy tak bz untuk tlg amikkan heheee..

and also, from yesterday..im banning MARY BROWN sec7. stupid stupid waiter or whatever his post is. i feel sorry for him because he works there..NOT!! hahaha i can be evil if i want to. and that type of person is who u want to be evil to.if i see him again i would say.."hey stupid, siannye kene keje kat tempat camni" (this is because i am very mad..sorry for the foul language). ok..random kan this post?

maybe i'll check in tomorrow..and here are a lil' pics that i lourrveeee enjoy!

back pain.. :(

yesterday..while i was sitting down, i suddenly diserang back pains yg boleh dikatakan kronik. at 1 point i cant even stand or get up from where i am sitting. it was kind of scary..im thinking that what if..

i cant walk anymore, and i have to use a wheelchair to go out and about...

i cant use my limbs..and become an invalid..

i cant practice or work anymore..because of my condition..

wow..very nerve wrecking..i dont think i cant face all that if it happens to me.. :(

these are the times that we pray to Allah and ask for His 'perlindungan'. knowing full well that all this while i have not been a good muslim. i've made mistakes and hurt people that i love..if i could turn it all back and do it differently..i would..

several years ago, a doctor told me that my spine is croked.i mean its not staright.so..she says that when it bothers me..come and see her...

so..lately, it has been bothering me.but i dont know for sure.is it the usual back pains or what...?

so..i pray that it is nothing serious. now at work..my back is still killing me...but not as bad as yesterday..yesterday, my back just crams and i cant move..today i just have to walk slowly..

Allah..plz protect me from any harm.. amen..

something new

its about time~!!

im changing the look of my blog.more positive..more happy and more ME :)

after yesterday's fiasco i just want to start new. forget all the bad and hateful things that have happened and try and focus on my job and finishing my chambering. my syg said that 'dont count the days, then u'll enjoy your time there' so..i'll be doing just that! (dont ever say i dont follow what u say syg! hehehe)

so..presenting..my new blog (just tukar template je :P)

oh ya, i wanted to post the card that my cyg gave me for my birthday..so here it is.

TQ TQ again~!!

love u syg!!

demoralize

feel like crying..feeling like everything is not worth it.feeling so much pressure that i want to scream n cry at the same time. i hate it...benci benci benci.

i am demoralize and confuse and i feel cheated :(

i actually cried at my desk..i dont know why i could'nt control myself n S consoled me.

i hope that in the future it will be better..its not fair

just one of those days...

today started out great. i got a great good nite's sleep and went to the state bar committee to serve my borang and confirm my short calldate for the legal aid program. went to work and there was this big jam in subang jaya..so i knew im gonna be extra-super late..i arrived around 10.30 :(

well, thats just the beginning..

Lunch Hour..

went to my car to drive and get some fud.then, suddenly the remote just does'nt seem to work. i tried n tried picit the thing and still nothing. then..i was like..'ok..lets do it manually'. the second i open the door the alarm just goes off and i was like..'what the..' n i close the door and the alarm still goes on..n..on...n..on...

so, pakcik K came outside to see what is wrong.he is the office driver u see..so, he knows a lot about cars. he tried like 5-6 times to get the alarm shut and start the engine ---with no success :( so..i was like..'hey..this car is brand new. x MUNGKIN rosak kottttt'!! then, pakcik K says, maybe its the remote's battery.so..we went to 7/11 n try to find batteries for my car remote.but..suprise..suprise..x jual pon kat 7/11 HA!!!

and on the way to 7/11, my shoes strap tercabut..i cannot believe this~!! is this my ''bad luck'' day or something?! so..pinjam seliper pakcik K..hehehe thats quite funny la..cam sampan :P

dah pg 7/11 tu..beli slippers.sliper getah..cam nak pg pantai mane ntah.hate it. even my master said i cannot wear slippers to work..so what can i do huh?emergency kan? so..pakai je seliper after lunch tu. and the sliper cost like rm8.00!! dah la xade duit..kena spend on unnessary things plak. then the great pakcik K even went to this perodua showroom to ask whats with my car..n we tried and tried..but still my alarm wont go off if i try to open the door...

so..i called my mom n my mom called mr razif who turns out to be Mrs J's bro in-law.such a small world kan? so..he asked me to call the service centre in PJ and ask someone to check the car out. so..i called at 1.30. and that guy took 2 and a half hours to get to the office. and when he arrived, it started to rain cats n dogs~!!! thankfully i borrowed V's umbrella, but still my pants got wet! so..this perodua guy checked my car n the alarm goes off again! and i was very worried since dato n my master n the other partners are in..n im afraid they will get annoyed (coz i would la,sbb bising giler) so..die check sane..sini, open the car boot tarik wayar tu check sane sini in the pouring rain...

after a while, he fixed my car. BUT..my remote dah x bleh pakai.bateri kong.how unlucky kan? but..im thankfull that tu je masalahnye..nothing vital la.but still, i have to buy new batteries for the remote (more unnessary expenses :(((( ). bile nak save je..ade je bende yg goes wrong..umph!

so..im waiting for the rain to stop..n i have another hour to go before office hour ends. cant wait!! n mummy ask me to go back home..bcoz ayah have a spare remote. so..i dunno whether i want to go home or not. i have my assignment to finish that i have yetttt started doing huhuUUuu..so..i think i just stay at home la tonite.balik puncak this friday.so many things to do with so little time.. :(

owh!..n i promise my cyg to write something about him. he bought me a cute blanket (a.k.a blankie) for my birthday n i love it. i use it everynite and its so comfy. he even made me this beautiful lovely card that i will post the picture later since i haven't got the opportunity to take a picture of it. TQ syg fot the great present~!! i love love love itttt yeayy!!

also, being the bf he is..he teman me to the library last nite to get some books for my assignment. so..we spend like more than an hour there.....him being his sweet self helped me to find the books i need.. n i used his matrix card since mine belum registered hehehe..TQ again cyg n luv u!

k..i check in again tomorrow.. :)

ok :)

this morning i went to the court to get my short call date. i did'nt wear court shoes as my feet hurts and i need to get a new pair because the only shoe i have is torn (koyak n rosak!!). so...dgn selamber nye masuk court with my laptop bag (as im afraid of my car window being smashed if i leave my laptop in the car) like a student. but mind you..i wore black n white la.but..still, nampak cam visitor as today there was some U students buat lawatan.HUH~!! my attempt to look cool and sofisticated FAILED. hehehe because i wore slippers and my back pack. very un-Lawyer-like :)

so..i march into Bahagian for the chambering students(forget what that bahagian is called) and ask to xtract my borang 3-5..so, the person at the counter gave my by borang and i checked that my short call date is on the 3rd of Mac 2009. so..still have a month a so to do the other procedures phewww~!! went downstairs to the cafe to fotostat 4 copies to be served later.then..i hop into the van mahkamah n went to the Bar Council.serve a copy of my borang and head back to the lrt station to return to the office. quite proud of myself because i took less time than xpected.by 11 i was in the office...but i was damn hungry~!! havent had breakfast or lunch... ;(

im actually very short on $$ now..only rm20 in my purse. after paying lrt n van mahkamah, i figure i cant spend anymore for food..gile sedih kan?
huhuuu.. tol lagi~!! aduh..
x know la
mane gaji weiii..tensen!!

anyway..hope everything goes well.i have to serve the state bar committe tomorrow..n head back to the office.hope gaji masuk cepat n everything about this chambering stuff goes smoothly amin..

freaking out~!

ok..feeling kinda panicky now. just got to know that im supposed to go back to court after 10 days of serving my borang 3-5~!! warghhh~!!. i served it on 11 jan..n now is??????? 2feb~!!how many days hv lapse? :(( more than 20 days ok? so..tomoroow i have to rush to court and set a date for my short call.

THEN, i have to pujuk2 cikit Mr muralli to give an xtension so that i can serve all 3 bodies (namely the AG,BC n court) within 10 working days. plus affidavit penyampaian and also my letter of non-objection. so much to do with so little time. just my luck kan?

ok..lesson yg seterusnya.ask!!! dont just assume ok?

ok..correction!! i know im suppose to get the date about 10 days after i serve the borang.but, my master told me that they will put it in our firm's BC box, so..the office boy would fetch it for me if its ready.it turns out that i have to go personally...so, tu sbb la.kena learn and open my ears la to what my other chambering frens are doing.

pray that tomorrow goes well..i pray that everything will be fine. i pray that tomorrow come faster so that i can settle this thing..

also, i have to rush to prepare my syarie assignment...you ask for it lili.tapikan..xpela, just 1 year what? susah2 dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian. i hope with all these sacrifices (namely : not able to stay at home longer and spend more time with my lovely family and lovable bf) it will later become worth it..HUuuuuu sedeyyyy :)

i hope that in the future that i earn lots of money~!! AHAHHAHA n i rule the world (a tad too over) $$$$$$$ is everything baby!

k..i'll stop for now.check in tomorrow for updates on my stupid stupid problem! (my fault la)