yesterday..while i was sitting down, i suddenly diserang back pains yg boleh dikatakan kronik. at 1 point i cant even stand or get up from where i am sitting. it was kind of scary..im thinking that what if..
i cant walk anymore, and i have to use a wheelchair to go out and about...
i cant use my limbs..and become an invalid..
i cant practice or work anymore..because of my condition..
wow..very nerve wrecking..i dont think i cant face all that if it happens to me.. :(
these are the times that we pray to Allah and ask for His 'perlindungan'. knowing full well that all this while i have not been a good muslim. i've made mistakes and hurt people that i love..if i could turn it all back and do it differently..i would..
several years ago, a doctor told me that my spine is croked.i mean its not staright.so..she says that when it bothers me..come and see her...
so..lately, it has been bothering me.but i dont know for sure.is it the usual back pains or what...?
so..i pray that it is nothing serious. now at work..my back is still killing me...but not as bad as yesterday..yesterday, my back just crams and i cant move..today i just have to walk slowly..
Allah..plz protect me from any harm.. amen..
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