Life changing

yeah..2 weeks ago i decided on something that would surely change my life forever...

I QUIT MY JOB ------- tomorrow's my last day

yeah.. shock right? well..actually i find that practicing is just not for me. i can blame it on anything etc etc etc. i like going to court etc but still,... something is missing. i dont feel happy. sometimes i feel like quitting my job and after months of deliberating... i've finally done it~! i QUIT huhuhuu.

and i immediately apply for TPM and im starting my Masters this January. HAHAHAHA..im happy as the due date for masters is like..ages ago in october i think. but the faculty was very helpful and made it very easy. i send in my application to the postgrad coordinator on monday..and in one week i.e the next monday on 28/12, i've already got my offer letter :)

basically the Masters program is just only 1 year and since Insyaallah if i get the TPM scholarship, i will be instanly diserap masuk menjadi lecturer and my salary will start at 4K plus plus... double what i am getting now at my current job.

alsooo...my allowence will be the same as im getting now as in 2K plus plus.. so.. basically i'll be back studying full time. no work, no tension, no being yelled by the boss n stress free (xcept mase finals)... MY KIND OF LIFE :)

basically i am happy with my decision...n i feel it in my heart that i've done the right thing n i followed my heart with the support of my lovely n supportive parents. my fiancee is also happy with my change of career path as the whole time i was working, i dont have time for myself and him that much. so... now i have more time to spend at home with my family n also spend time with my fiancee as we are both pursuing our Masters.. study same-same..heheh teman i g library law yg xada org kecuali on finals tu.. best best~!

soOoooo..thats the big life changing thing i've done during the long hiatus~!

also, if u guys notice, i've put a wedding ticker on the right side of the blog..yeah..i think some of my friends and fellow bloggers maybe will have the same wedding date as mine. erk~! but...its been decided by both side of the family and after much much muchhh deliberating, the date is set for early june next year :) for those whose sharing the same dates..i wish u all the happiness in the world..n pray for mine to..wah~!! 5 months 6 days~!! cepat..nak pk theme colour..theme colour... anyone have any ideas? gimme a shout ya?

love u guys~!!

again

are u allowed to not like ur work place? i feel like im just doing everything wrong here... sad la.. maybe practicing is just not for me. but wait, i havent started yet~! so..why do i have this sinking feeling on the pit of my stomach?

i dont know.. the partners here are not very friendly. yeah..and because of the u-know-what trajedy yg menimpa (tgk balik previous post), most of the conveyencing staff thinks im an absolute ............... so..here i am stuck with litigation which i am not complaining about. i like it..but..yeah..stil merangkak-rangkak dengan perlahan untuk belajar..

oh yeah..the other day,i was supposed to go to bagunan SUK in shah alam. it was raining hard and i only reached shah alam from puncak alam at about 9.15 a.m. it was raining hard plus minus cari parking..maybe dalam pukul 9.25-9.30 i arrived at the land office. so..the thing that im supposed to pick up is still not ready and the person im supposed to meet is in a meeting. i waited for about 20mins and finally the counter guy ask me to come later.so i left my phone number there and remind him profusely to give me a call the minute the document is ready.

so..before going back to the office, i stop by CIMB sek 9 to sign loan documents with my mom.. and then i drove to the office. at that time its already around 11 am.. yeah.. i was late. i feel bad. so..today the partner questioned me where i was and she said why did i go to shah alam when she already went at 8? WTF la kan...she xpect me to go to the land office by 8~! yeah yeah..sepatutnye pekerja contoh but stil...office starts at 9..so dont xpect me to be there at 8 etc.im from puncak alam mind u~!

so..she made me feel bad and questioned me in front of all the clerks. she said..u xdpt settle 1 thing and ive settle 4 things that morning etc etc etc..lain kali cakap dulu nak buat banking personal and all.. so yeah,i admit it. i was wrong and i suck at doing all this. bagoos la..just what i need for my self asteem ie career wise. so...what do i do now?

bottom line is..again..i think i am not cut out for this. maybe while ur reading this u will think to urselves..i was wrong. yeah..basically i admit that i was wrong... so cne ni? i feel bad? what do i do?

boleh x xnak keje n duduk rumah je? heeeeEeeee.. that is my dream come true~!

cute :)

hey..

no mood to write these past weeks..things happened and malas dah nak talk about it.should be more careful on what i write. i am considering of just deleting this blog.BUT...im not going into the details of why etc etc.

anywayyy...on a happier note.. we have started to plan for the wedding :)

well, personally for me..i dont want anything extravagant. something simple and nice is fine by me. and i think my parents both agree and on the same level with me when they are also planning it to be simple and easy. nothing extravagant and over the top. i think..maybe that is why me, mom n ayah and all my siblings are'nt fretting over this n that. we are planning slowly n surely huhuu.

i have started browsing through vendors that i want for the wedding. as no final decision is made yet...im open to all options. whether to marry at home or dewan..it can be either way now.. :)

and the other day i asked my fiance to make a list of what needs to be done on his side. and sgt cute...he made a cute lil list and he even printed it out~! ssOOOoo cute OK~! and even though he has his own list..he wants to look at mine and tiru it~! sabar je la.. but men will be men kan? they always depend on us for the details because he honestly have no sligtest idea on what needs to be on the list.all he knows that he's gonna have to find the money..and after that is settled...only then come the details. huhuh..true~! but not to us women~! we need a plan..a schedule etc etc so we can know the progress etc etc. see how different we are?

so..yeah..we're planning.. and i hope everything will go smoothly ...amin :)

i LOVE my parents~!

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