On Hold

seems like i have to put my holiday plans on hold... looks like HE has a bigger plan for me. im taking it all in with open arms..

so for now..all i can say is ALHAMDULILLAH..

post scholarship

after i receive the 1st half of my scholarship, i decided to spend some of it to reward myself for all the miseries that i've gone through while waiting the scholarship. i bought myself a new HP woohOOoo~~. after more than 4 years using the same old samsung hp, the next day i dragged my husband and mommy(my mom is like the best person ever if u want to go and buy anything, she can deal until the seller cracks~!) to go and buy myself a new nokia hp. i know, why not blackberry or iphone. im not a fan of touch screen phones..sooo no iphone. and i did consider buying a blackbery phone..but just not me la. x minat, xknow why :0 sooo..just settled for a new nokia phone with exactly the same functions as a blackberry but wayyyy cheaper n gold colour some moreeee.

before buying a new phone, of course bayar hutang hutang with people that i owe.. and service my car yang dah very very longggg overdue. sian my baby blue tu..i spend more than rm500 servicing n baiki sket2 the car.. teruk gila kan? its just a viva, but bila nak service...adushh..boleh kopak~! so..a lot of things are done to settle all the pending stuffs..and guess what?? i finally booked tikets for our honeymoon next may~!! BALI here we comeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yeayyyness~~!

it was like the most spontanious thing n we got it like for half price~! im super duper xcited n because its a long way off..i think another 7 months? we want to go all out. maybe a villa with a private pool? ahhh gila heaven ok?so..next few months we will be planning for this trip. and while waiting, we're going on our own cuti cuti malaysia :) so..everything is looking up for us now.. alhamdulillah.. :)

so..im waiting for the second half of my scholarship to book the villa and everything..

so..for now..i am happy :)

alhamdulillah

yup..that all that i can say. i am happy to say that today i have receive my memorandum for tranfer of my scholarship money. in 2 days i will get my $$ from KPT. the other half of my scholarship i will receive it by the end of the month insyaAllah...

im really getting choked up here..

ive been waiting for this moment for sooo long and i am finally here. no more paperworks.. no more waiting..no more frustating.. and no more being penniless.

this year have been one of the hardest year that i have.. apart from my wedding *grins*
its so full of realizing that hey.. family do comes first in every way..everytime.. i assure u. i really cant put down in words what my parents have done to me.. its soo... i dont know.. i cant describe it. im sorry mama n ayah for all the heartache that u must have felt during the whole duration of waiting for my scholarship.. tq mama n ayah for every little ounce of support and encouragement that u gave me each step of the way.. i love u with every single cell of my body and i surely will not let u down..

i hope that i will make u happy with my achievements and that by the time that i finish my Masters next year.. this will all be worth it.. insyaAllah..

and i count my blessing.. to HIM.. the one and only for always giving me the helping hand and hope when all i wanna do is just throw the towel and give up. without the strength and guidance by HIM.. i am nowhere..

also to my husband.. for holding on while we fully rely on his income alone. been with me through the heartache and tears.. u know what? we got thru this hard times and im sure that we can get through anything now. couples that can stay together through the hard times would definitely tell that they are compatible with each other. tq for putting up with my moodiness and tantrums when we are short with money and thank u for telling me to not always give up..

thank u also to each and everyone of u who gave me support throughout my long wait..ur encouraging words really help me get thru the hard days.. and surely put a smile on my face..

THANK YOU...