Dear baby,
last week was a very sad and eventful week for mommy..
on thursday early morning, i've got a call from your aunty saying that mok cik is very tenat and better go to the hospital now. at that time it was about 5 in the morning. mommy n ayah went straight to the hospital to see her.. she started fading away bit by bit..and at 7.20, she was gone. maybe someday i will tell you and describe what happen at the hospital. it was one of the saddest moments in my life and i still miss her..
she was the person that took care of your atok and she was a great women. all of us loved her very much.. i didnt want to be too sad and traumatized as im afraid that i would effect you in my tummy. so i have to be calm and collected. plus, i was not fit to travel at that time as im 9months pregnant with you..so, i had to say my goodbyes here in shah alam. .
but im sure that shes in a better place right now. i pray for her everyday..she was like a grandma to me and i miss her everyday. i saw her a day before she was gone, she gave me the sweetest smile and telling me that she's just fine and feels alright. i will remember that smile forever..
im just jotting this down so that one day u can read this post and we will have a talk on who was mok cik and who is she to mommy and my family..
Al-Fatihah
last week was a very sad and eventful week for mommy..
on thursday early morning, i've got a call from your aunty saying that mok cik is very tenat and better go to the hospital now. at that time it was about 5 in the morning. mommy n ayah went straight to the hospital to see her.. she started fading away bit by bit..and at 7.20, she was gone. maybe someday i will tell you and describe what happen at the hospital. it was one of the saddest moments in my life and i still miss her..
she was the person that took care of your atok and she was a great women. all of us loved her very much.. i didnt want to be too sad and traumatized as im afraid that i would effect you in my tummy. so i have to be calm and collected. plus, i was not fit to travel at that time as im 9months pregnant with you..so, i had to say my goodbyes here in shah alam. .
but im sure that shes in a better place right now. i pray for her everyday..she was like a grandma to me and i miss her everyday. i saw her a day before she was gone, she gave me the sweetest smile and telling me that she's just fine and feels alright. i will remember that smile forever..
im just jotting this down so that one day u can read this post and we will have a talk on who was mok cik and who is she to mommy and my family..
Al-Fatihah
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