Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Heartbeat

well..i am now about 11 weeks pregnant..

last week, i started to have really light brownish bleeding.. and i didnt go to the doctor right away as i googled it, they say that brown blood is just old blood and it always comes out when you're nearing the end of your 1st trimester. so..i thought nothing of it..but i was instructed by my mom to get a lot of rest which turns out that i have to lie down most of the time. so..the bleeding stops after 3 days and then on sunday it starts again. so then..i became a bit panicked. so..on early monday morning i when to see my gynea. but unfortunately she was off that day so i have to see another gynae..a male doctor hohoho.agak malu disitu.. but this doc turns out really great and gentle.

when i first came in i told him about the bleeding and all bla bla bla..so he just said, why dont we scan n see whats going on? soo..i lie down and the nurse open my pants and tarik skit underwear..the male doctor x touch me langsung...so thats good la.i started to relax and x nervous sgt...

the doctor put the cold jelly on my belly and started scanning using the thing (i seriously x tau whats it called~~ hohoho). anywayyyyy...took a long time to locate the baby..bila dah nampak..dia pusing mesin tu sana, pusing sini because he cannot find the baby's heartbeat. i was preparing for the worse i was starting to panic and want to cry... and the after searching searching..finally...we heard the baby's heartbeat... Subhanallah..its the most beautiful sound in the world. i was in total awe.. words cannot dicribe how i feel at that very moment..i was speecless and i can feel my eyelids were wet. i was totally amazed of this little "blueberry" growing inside my tummy. and that time it truly truly hit me that... i have a life growing inside me..and the heart is beating really really fast~!! ahh..it was a really touching and moving moment for me and my husband. my husband actually asked, is that the heart beat? he too was speechless....

the doctor then explained..that my tummy is a bit tebal (hohoho sorry sayang..ur mama a bit fat~! ohoho) so thats why kadang2 susah nak locate the heartbeat.. then while explaining the doctor say "haa..ur tuummy a bit tebal..see..if i press ur tummy.." then the doctor press my tummy with the scanner thing, then the baby actually gerak gerak~! arms and legs dia was like waving waving. me n my husband terus gelak~!! it was sooo sooOOOoo cuteee the way it wiggles when the doc press my tummy hehehe~~ then lap lap perut and then sit dengan doctor again. the doctor gave me some pills to stop the bleeding and ask me to come by in 2 weeks :)

so everything is ok.. my lil blueberry is fine and active..very naughty yee anak mama, wiggle wiggle like that.. i love u sooo soo much~

i hope you will grow up healthy and mama wants to see u again in two weeks ~~!! muax muax

5 comments:

nur paliy said...

ayah love U too baby :)

Nim said...

nak nangis bace :'(

alia_wedges said...

kaklia lg laa~
kaklia ter-nangis kot kat hospital tu coz nmpak blueberry cam besaar sket n okay :) *but sempat cover laa heheh!*
k c ya blueberry!! :)

Hani said...

ps: kaklia memanggg haha

auuww, i feel old. haha

Anonymous said...

Aww.. Lili.. that is so touching. I'm glad everything is okay. Very happy for u! U take care now.. :)