its been a really heartbreaking few days for me.. i mean.. my heart feels like there's so much weight that sometimes i feel like i couldn't breathe..
on Saturday after i finished my first part of IELTS exam and after iftar.. my dad receive a heartbreaking news that my uncle very tenat. my uncle is suffering from stage 4 brain cancer and the news we received that he is not gonna make it for long...
rase cam nak tercabut jantung.. i mean i always remember him being the most active during sukaneka on our WCJ family days and he use to be so energetic. to think of him now..it really breaks my heart. to make it worse..i have to attend the second part of my IELTS exam on monday and if i dont attend..i will have to pay over rm600 all over again to take the test..money that i do not have :(
looking at my parents faces...the mood kat rumah become so quiet and somber..everybody is sad to hear the news. my mom quickly ask me to pack her and dad's things to bring to kelantan as they were trying to catch the last flight out to KB. but sadly, we have to buy tickets at the counter for flights due in 24 hours.. so luckly that my other uncle was at the firefly counter and he bought my parents tickets for a flight first thing in the morning.. i packed my parents things with my mind thinking about my uncle.i feel so guilty not being able to go..and i pray for him everyday that he will hold on just a bit longer so that i can go and see him after my IELTS..
today i received a call that my uncle is stable..but the doctor doesn't give him much time.. so..lets PRAY guys... PRAY that my uncle will be strong and hold on because we still need him here.. AMIN :(
on Saturday after i finished my first part of IELTS exam and after iftar.. my dad receive a heartbreaking news that my uncle very tenat. my uncle is suffering from stage 4 brain cancer and the news we received that he is not gonna make it for long...
rase cam nak tercabut jantung.. i mean i always remember him being the most active during sukaneka on our WCJ family days and he use to be so energetic. to think of him now..it really breaks my heart. to make it worse..i have to attend the second part of my IELTS exam on monday and if i dont attend..i will have to pay over rm600 all over again to take the test..money that i do not have :(
looking at my parents faces...the mood kat rumah become so quiet and somber..everybody is sad to hear the news. my mom quickly ask me to pack her and dad's things to bring to kelantan as they were trying to catch the last flight out to KB. but sadly, we have to buy tickets at the counter for flights due in 24 hours.. so luckly that my other uncle was at the firefly counter and he bought my parents tickets for a flight first thing in the morning.. i packed my parents things with my mind thinking about my uncle.i feel so guilty not being able to go..and i pray for him everyday that he will hold on just a bit longer so that i can go and see him after my IELTS..
today i received a call that my uncle is stable..but the doctor doesn't give him much time.. so..lets PRAY guys... PRAY that my uncle will be strong and hold on because we still need him here.. AMIN :(
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