its FINALLY here :)

tears of joy and at the same time i just cant believe it...

7 looooOOOnngGGgg months i've waited for my scholarship and on the 14th of july it finally arrived. i am soooOooo happy beyong words that i literally jumped up and down and i feel like screaming on the top my my lungs~~ i hugged my husband and thank him for all his patience and his help through everything...

i immediately called my mom and tell her that i've got the scholarship... without my parents i am nobody and nowhere. i couldnt have survived without my parents.. i am doing ok now is all their doing..

i remember just 2 weeks ago i faced a very diffucult time in my life where i have to consider quitting my masters since i still havent got my scholarship and the faculty is just lepas tangan about everything. the thought of not being able to finish my studies literally made me cry to sleep everyday... i was really down and berserah je masa tu. but my mom assured me that she and dad will pay for everything that i need in order for me to complete my studies. i really choked up masa tu... terharu... ;(

but..it arrived .. FINALLY :) and im on the top of the world. rezeki lepas kawen org cakap?

so now i am bz doing all the documentations and all.. yela..org nak bagi scholarship sure banyak songeh and they want everything kannn~! i even have to do a hepititis test and a preganncy test~! hahaha about the pregnancy test : me n fadly were at the edge of our seats masa nak tgk pregnancy kit tu one line or two lines. both of us held our breath and thinking a thousands thoughs at once. both of us still and quiet waiting for the results... berdebar wehhhhh

BUT... hahahah we saw there was two line mula2..but we were looking it backwords. both dah mata bulat dah masatu... we were like "biar betul ni?" and then baru nampak a very clear one line... heheh it was very funny. actually i was very positive i was not pregnant.. but fadly had his doubts. i guess..having a baby now is just.. i dont know. both of us are still studying and me and fadly are just not ready for a baby now with all the hecticness of studying and exams. we have discussed bout this matter and we plan to have a baby next year insyaAllah..but, if Allah nak bagi rezeki this year..we will terima with open arms amin..

also.. our HOME is nearly complete. today my mom and dad gave us a fridge :) best gile k~!! very chic' ... black metal :) love it love it love it. thank u mama n ayah... love u guys veryyy veryyyYyyy muchooo

so..maybe nak plan a buka puasa for the cousins and friends :) we'll see k?

the wedding story and all..wah..x mood to write yet..nanti2 la k? baru nak browse through the pictures :)

thank you for all ur well wishes and for those that prayed for me and give me support while i was waiting for my scholarship.. love u guys :)