are u allowed to not like ur work place? i feel like im just doing everything wrong here... sad la.. maybe practicing is just not for me. but wait, i havent started yet~! so..why do i have this sinking feeling on the pit of my stomach?
i dont know.. the partners here are not very friendly. yeah..and because of the u-know-what trajedy yg menimpa (tgk balik previous post), most of the conveyencing staff thinks im an absolute ............... so..here i am stuck with litigation which i am not complaining about. i like it..but..yeah..stil merangkak-rangkak dengan perlahan untuk belajar..
oh yeah..the other day,i was supposed to go to bagunan SUK in shah alam. it was raining hard and i only reached shah alam from puncak alam at about 9.15 a.m. it was raining hard plus minus cari parking..maybe dalam pukul 9.25-9.30 i arrived at the land office. so..the thing that im supposed to pick up is still not ready and the person im supposed to meet is in a meeting. i waited for about 20mins and finally the counter guy ask me to come later.so i left my phone number there and remind him profusely to give me a call the minute the document is ready.
so..before going back to the office, i stop by CIMB sek 9 to sign loan documents with my mom.. and then i drove to the office. at that time its already around 11 am.. yeah.. i was late. i feel bad. so..today the partner questioned me where i was and she said why did i go to shah alam when she already went at 8? WTF la kan...she xpect me to go to the land office by 8~! yeah yeah..sepatutnye pekerja contoh but stil...office starts at 9..so dont xpect me to be there at 8 etc.im from puncak alam mind u~!
so..she made me feel bad and questioned me in front of all the clerks. she said..u xdpt settle 1 thing and ive settle 4 things that morning etc etc etc..lain kali cakap dulu nak buat banking personal and all.. so yeah,i admit it. i was wrong and i suck at doing all this. bagoos la..just what i need for my self asteem ie career wise. so...what do i do now?
bottom line is..again..i think i am not cut out for this. maybe while ur reading this u will think to urselves..i was wrong. yeah..basically i admit that i was wrong... so cne ni? i feel bad? what do i do?
boleh x xnak keje n duduk rumah je? heeeeEeeee.. that is my dream come true~!
i dont know.. the partners here are not very friendly. yeah..and because of the u-know-what trajedy yg menimpa (tgk balik previous post), most of the conveyencing staff thinks im an absolute ............... so..here i am stuck with litigation which i am not complaining about. i like it..but..yeah..stil merangkak-rangkak dengan perlahan untuk belajar..
oh yeah..the other day,i was supposed to go to bagunan SUK in shah alam. it was raining hard and i only reached shah alam from puncak alam at about 9.15 a.m. it was raining hard plus minus cari parking..maybe dalam pukul 9.25-9.30 i arrived at the land office. so..the thing that im supposed to pick up is still not ready and the person im supposed to meet is in a meeting. i waited for about 20mins and finally the counter guy ask me to come later.so i left my phone number there and remind him profusely to give me a call the minute the document is ready.
so..before going back to the office, i stop by CIMB sek 9 to sign loan documents with my mom.. and then i drove to the office. at that time its already around 11 am.. yeah.. i was late. i feel bad. so..today the partner questioned me where i was and she said why did i go to shah alam when she already went at 8? WTF la kan...she xpect me to go to the land office by 8~! yeah yeah..sepatutnye pekerja contoh but stil...office starts at 9..so dont xpect me to be there at 8 etc.im from puncak alam mind u~!
so..she made me feel bad and questioned me in front of all the clerks. she said..u xdpt settle 1 thing and ive settle 4 things that morning etc etc etc..lain kali cakap dulu nak buat banking personal and all.. so yeah,i admit it. i was wrong and i suck at doing all this. bagoos la..just what i need for my self asteem ie career wise. so...what do i do now?
bottom line is..again..i think i am not cut out for this. maybe while ur reading this u will think to urselves..i was wrong. yeah..basically i admit that i was wrong... so cne ni? i feel bad? what do i do?
boleh x xnak keje n duduk rumah je? heeeeEeeee.. that is my dream come true~!
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Hang in there Lils.. I'm sure ur patience and determination will be rewarded. God won't give u things u can't handle right? Hehe.. God bless! ;)
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