ok..i admit it. my heart is not into chambering..i hate chambering to the core and it has definitely effected my work performance, my perspective, my willingness to learn and altogether my spirit..
how could i have let this feeling get a hold of me? i am GUILTY for letting my laziness conquer me and my life. i dont want to bend the rules. i want it straight forward where u dont have a choice but to stay and do work. get it? i hate last minute work but i should have bared it as i am only a chambering student and be prepared to work long hours because it is expected of me..man~!!
what trigger it? the past months i have been ssssoooooo lazy to work.lazy lazy everyday..and today, due to my laziness, i overlooked an audit report that is supposed to be done since APRIL. get it? i've been delaying for more than 3 months. im so bad~! how could i let this happen. when questioned about it i just say..yeah i overlooked it. and the M was not very happy but i am thankful that i was not "marah" by him. he even put the blame on himself. and i thank my lucky stars that the matter is settle out of court and there is no need for a report..im thankful that Allah gave me a chance to redeem myself.
ok..im making a promise to myself that starting from now..be up to date on my work and no more lazinesss..but my heart back into it. another 3 month..ok?
Lili..have strengh..amin
how could i have let this feeling get a hold of me? i am GUILTY for letting my laziness conquer me and my life. i dont want to bend the rules. i want it straight forward where u dont have a choice but to stay and do work. get it? i hate last minute work but i should have bared it as i am only a chambering student and be prepared to work long hours because it is expected of me..man~!!
what trigger it? the past months i have been ssssoooooo lazy to work.lazy lazy everyday..and today, due to my laziness, i overlooked an audit report that is supposed to be done since APRIL. get it? i've been delaying for more than 3 months. im so bad~! how could i let this happen. when questioned about it i just say..yeah i overlooked it. and the M was not very happy but i am thankful that i was not "marah" by him. he even put the blame on himself. and i thank my lucky stars that the matter is settle out of court and there is no need for a report..im thankful that Allah gave me a chance to redeem myself.
ok..im making a promise to myself that starting from now..be up to date on my work and no more lazinesss..but my heart back into it. another 3 month..ok?
Lili..have strengh..amin
2 comments:
sabar b..i know how u felt rit now.keje mmg la penat.abg dlu keje pn penat.but remember one thing ok.dgn penat tu la yg memberi kita pengalaman nk atasi ape yg menyusahkan kita pada masa hadapan kita keje..
i told u already..xpkir sgt ble nk abis..just deal waith ur work ok?
i'm alwayz support u dear..bless u:)
lili, be strong ok??? just a few more months to go..a few more jer. then u r free.. when we finish, lets all go celebrate ok??? t'care dear..
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