happy brithday to me....

hey...
its my birthday today and im not having such a good day..it sucks right? on your birthday you want everything to be sunny and cheerfull and happy but it turns out to be one of the worse day in your life~!!

family-wise..
it was great~!! love it.my whole family woke me up at 12 n wish me happy birthday.my sister also fried some tofu and cauliflower(did i spell it right?) it was great. my dad also bought me a box of chocs as he just came back from penang..and he said 'ni simbolik je' hehehe so i guess.... MORE TO COME ha??? hehehhe
but all in all...i was happy being home and celebrating the day i came into this world..(wah..poyo)

relationship-wise..
it ws ok..a little misunderstanding..but everything is ok. tq for everything sayang..love u

friends :)
tq to all who remembered my birthday..very sweet loo.. tq tq tq love u guys k~!!

yesterday...
i cried on my way back from work, in the car la i mean..i was so disspointed in something that happened earlier
i was sad..and the tears just keep falling down.and it was raining hard..huhuhu..mmg sesuai dgn my mood at that time. so..i figured if i cried..the other cars beside me wont 'perasan' la...because it was raining really heavily and the road wss bumper to bumper..mmg drama habis la..

at that night i was still sad..tears will fall out once in a while..without anybody noticing :) great actress huh? i dont know..sometimes...what u want is not everything that you get.i mean u xpect something to happen and when it does'nt u get really crushed and so frustrated that u cant tell anyone because you just cant seem to express or produce how you feel in words..so..all u can do is cry...
n i know some of u guys have been through this..so plzz la jgn anggap me drama queen or something huhuhu.. coz IM NOT!!!! (maybe a bit kot)

also..2day at the office..a few tears did xcape but i manage to hide it..that y im saying that this is one of the bad days im having..even on my birthday

BUT>>fear not lili...the day is not over..u still have a couple of hours to go until this so-called 'special' day is over... i want to do something about it. i want to be happy at the end of this day...i pray that things will get better..i hope

and..ASAM PEDAS is waiting for me at home..my god~!! my mouth actually watered(btol ke?) its really that goodddd....yummy yummy la mummy's cooking :) love u mama and ayah..love u kak lisa,alia,azrai n nim for giving light on this dark day im having..

i love u guys so muchhh... muax muax~!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!