THE DAY THAT I CURIK TULANG :)

gile ape tajuk post ni.incriminating!!! huhuuu..

this morning around 7 o'clock, by master called me.i was shocked and bersyukur gile i did'nt answer wif a sleepy stupid 'baru bangun tido voice' heheh MAluuUUuuuu kotTTtt!! he said that he tried calling me yesterday but cant get thru.hehe get this, i did'nt really put my master's num on my mobile, so i dont know his number yg asyik calling me..sooo sorry Mr RK!!!

if u are in a group of my frens you know that i've been complaining non-stop about my salary n claim etc. god..ntah la.kadang2 malu juga nak pinjam org n nak kene byr sikit2 sbb i have to plan my expenses soooOOOoo throughly..here i wanna make a public apology.cewahhhh..hope u guys understand my situation and PLzzz pllZZz plzzz bare with me k? love u guys!

i've nothing really specific to blog about.its just that...um.. i pray that all of this is worth it. i will ask myself everyday, is it worth it? and i try everyday to assure myself that it is :(

maybe some people wont understand it..ntah la.i dont expect people to understand..babling babling..huhuhu..

dah la!! stop it lili with this nonsense. ur gonna survive this period and make lots and lots of moneEeyyy OK?

Lili: ok (hehehe)

check in later :)

can i really do this?

i've been thinking lately... Ya Allah, can i really pull this off?

i mean, apart from the work at the office is getting heavier and my master expects a lot from me.. and the fact that my syariah finals is in less than 2 weeks. and also i have test and test and test for every week starting from early april? and i was thinking to myself..can i really pull this off? can i?

im starting to feel that my life is all jumbled up. i dont really have that much time to 'baring-baring' at home. my mind is just full of things when im at home,work, etc..pressurenyee!!
ok-ok..i should'nt be complaining right?i asked for it. i was the one who wants to pursue this syariah thingy..

so..positive thoughts lili!! huhuu..

and i was thinking of asking for leave to study for finals..but it seems like its impossible.my master just about half a minute ago said that im doing more legal aid work than office work!!! arghhhh!! hate ittt..

i mean its like like i choose to do legal aid.its compulsory ok!! so, dont bite my head of ya?!!
GOD, tlg la weiii..tensionnyeee

okie, check in later la.when im in a better mood..(ckp dlm hati i love my job..i love my job..i love my job.. not!! hahahha)

betul?

ok..ok..ok...my birthday had passed and long gone..BUT leaving with sweet memories k? im super duper bz at work for the past two weeks...x sempat main internet pown..sekarang pown curi2..HUhuuuuu :( so..im curik2 updating my blog!1 hahahha...so,lets talk what my birthday says about moi...

January

Stubborn : Duhhhh..sgt2.plus, egoistical(is that a word? EGO la..)

hard-hearted : keras ke hatiku ini? cam lembut n cepat nangis je..sometimes bleh la..susah nak cakap sorry(comments from others :P)

Ambitious and serious: yup..people tend to think im a tad tOooo serious and im no fun at all..chet!!! NO ok? im very ambitious and serious coz i know what i want and im not afraid to go get it(with motivation from my love ones la..of coz!)

Loves to teach and be taught : hm..yeah.i like to help frens wth their studies and now im chambering..so of coz la..i often wish my brain is a sponge so i could suck in alLll of my master's talent hehehe (gile ganas!)

Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses : Regretfully..yep, its true. i always look at other people's flaw and weakness and make fun of it. BAD i know...but i do it just for the sake that its funny and not actually meaning every word i say. ok la..im not xplaining myself, for those who knows me..knows what im taking about kan?

Likes to criticize : YEP...true again. i tend to criticize to the extend that i "bebel"..my family n Mr. F knows what im talking about..hehehe sowi guys..i know..but just cant help it!! u guys love me anyways right?

Hardworking and productive : i like to think so...hehehhe yeah..when i want to be i can be really hardworking and the productive part..hm..yeah, maybe hehehe

Smart, neat and organized: yepp..im super neat and i tend to be psychotic about cleaness.im really organize..thats why people like to pinjam my notes.ntah..these traits would make ur life easier dont u think? but, it drives my family crazeeeee n Mr. F too!!

Sensitive and has deep thoughts : im very sensitive...deep thoughts? yeah..sometimes very far-fetched thoughts :)

Knows how to make others happy : try very hard too..

Quiet unless excited or tensed: yep...:) but once i get to know u..im all over the place n cant stop talking

Rather reserved: yeap..im cool hehhe.ask norzaliza & partners

Highly attentive: yeah.. i like to think so :)

Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds: HA!! spot on!! dont get sick too often but i often get colds a.k.a sneeze a LOT

Romantic but has difficulties expressing love: sometimes...yeah..but the xpressing love thing..maybe..

Loves children : YUP

Loyal: VERYYYY :) (Mr F?)

Has great social abilities yet easily jealous: hehehe yup!! jelousy is my most awful trait!! great social abilities? hm..tgk tempat, org n mood(penting ni)

Very Stubborn and money cautious: stubborn...yeap..of course.money concious?..um..answers anyone???tetTttt..x think so.my mom n bf thinks im the boros'est' person in the world..huhuu..sowi, u got that wrong hehehe

so..is all this true? yeah..some are reallt spot on..but some not so very..hehe anyways, i had fun!! comments anyone? ;)

Long overdue

hey..
um..i know this post is soOOoooo long overdue. soo..updates!

short cALL :)

on the 3rd of march, i went to the Mahkamah Jalan duta for my short call. it was somewhat 'kelam kabut'. as firstly...i arrived quite late (janji kul 7.45 kat lrt tapi sampai kul 8) huhuuu and the line nak masuk tren gler panjang!!! Pn. J cakap, that was unusual as usually xla ramai orang cam tu (saje nak sabotaj my short call kot!! heheh paranoid gler) and my short call starts at 8.30..so i was thinking..'GREAT..im going to be super duper late..just what i need huh~~' so..yep..i was late.arrived at court around 8.50!! freaking out as me n Pn J cant find which court we're suppose to go (GREAT kan?!! arghhh) and Pn. J keep saying maybe the judge would postpone my short call as i was late!!! arghhhh double arghhhhhHH... :(

we went up and down..up and down..the stairs and still cant find which court im suppose to be in!!..so after like 20 minutes of searching and asking everybodyyYyyy..finally jumpa!! and it was about 9.20 la by that time.totally freaking out and breathing hard (sbb lari sane sini heheh) masuk court and terus g depan jumpe court interpreter..

thank god, the court interpreter was very understanding...and she checked my papers to make sure that all are in order. so..everything went great after that. short call was done in chambers and some of my frens were there too as we all have the same short call dates :)

THE JUDGE WAS VERY SERIOUS AND SHE KEEP FLIPPING MY PAPERS...i was kinda freaked. before going into the judge's chambers, Pn. J said that "lili kena ready la, takut judge x puas hati ape-ape. be alert to answer the judge's Q"... SO..THE JUDGE IS FLIPPING AND FLIPPING HERE AND THERE AND i was getting ready to be bombarded with questions that i dont know the answer huHuuuu..after a while and more flipping of pages, the judge just say 'perintah seperti yang dipohon' .. PHEW!! selamat!! and i was really happy yeayYyy!! i am now..a half qualified lawyer. 6 months to go!! cant wait!! hehehhe

so..after my short call..my master starts to bombard me with more heavier works. i have to attend meetings with client in sunway and belajar 'marketing' la skettt huhUU..and after the meeting (9-4 o'clock ok!) we went for lunch and i was the only girl or i can say women *wink..wink* there.so..they started to talk about married life and bedrooms stories and i was ABSOLUTELY horrified!! whyyYyyyyy hehehhe eventhough the stories are juicy (ehem!) its really akward hearing about ur master's sex life right?? so..got thru lunch and stop by the office and surf..ya la..sampai office nak dekat kul 5..cam malas nak wat keje..heheh alasan!

so..now im working on this BOC(bill of cost) listing out correspondences..boring but challenging.got to check on witness statements and review an affidavit in reply..so..the work is building up.my master is actually planning to give me a few files for me to do on my own..which is a bit scarYyyy but..ok la.im up for it!! i pray that i wont do any major mistakes!! wahhh the PPrresuuUUreee..

ok..enough rantings for one day..cant wait to go out for dinner tonite!! yeayy..kene save la tapi..cheque clear this thursday and believe it or not, i have written down this whole budget thingy..so.. few debts due..gotta pay all that off..to keep peace of mind :)

and i am officially THANKING each and everyone that had lend me or give me $$$ in my time of need..no names would be posted.you guys know who u are..thank YOU and love u guys soo MUCH muchhhh..and not forgetting mama and ayah, for giving me pocket $$ even though i have my salary..WAaaaaa sedey la..i promise and try my best to not mintak duit blanja from u after my paycheck clear this thursday..

lili!! u kena blaja bersusah-susah.susah sendiri xpe, jangan susahkan org lain!!k, love u guys loaDDddsss mwah!

tooDLEesS ;)

3 : THREE

what does the number 3 to me? ok..tomorrow, officially me n fadly would be 3 years. yeah..i know! cam lama kan? and i cant seem to digest this. its like..wow..3 years eh? :) so..this post is dedicated to my heart and soul..aiya..u la Mr F!!

its a funny story how we meet..he has this habit of texting me sooOOo early in the morning.like 6.30 am and it was on our semester break! sooo.i was annoyed la..then..we became fast frens. his persistence and kind heartedness makes me really comfortable with him. he was also very Very funny which is a plus PLUS hehehe..

and the things we went through together. the first 2 weeks of knowing him, my uncle passed away and i cried and he was the one that i called. i did'nt know why, but he was the first person that i let myself go and cried of grief for the passing of my uncle..

our first date..hahaha.remeber cyg? it was raining cats and dogs and we were in the bus mini to get to pas? remember? we were wet to the bone and my slippers were make squishy squashy noise..(my attempt to look beautiful and lemah lembut totally backfired!) my tudung was all wet and out of place..so imagine what a mess i was..(bcoz of the rain tau..not because im naturally a mess) but despite all of that, we still had fun!! we laugh and you were being such a gentlemen ignoring my noisy slippers :) tq cyg for not making me feel more worse!! hehehe

the first present he gave me...
a kitkat gift pack..together with a cute little teddy bear which i still now keep..its so dear to me :) and from there on..he gave me things that i really need.like..my LOVELY PURPLE bag, my cute purse!(because he said the purse i was using is horrendous!!), perfume..tudung..and many many more..

and he has this habit of scribbling and drawing cartoons everywhere..on scraps of papers and even tissues. and i've kept them!! haha cyg..one day, im gonna show u that i've kept all of your pictures that u've drawn. i remembered last year was a very hard year for me..F went away for half a year to do his practical and my dad was sick. it was 2 major blows in my life..i cried everyday begging him not to go because i soo very need him here..with me..through all the problems that im facing. and i cried n cried when he hop on the bus and left...but weeks after, when i open one of my law books, he actually had slipped drawings and notes saying that he loves me forever and be patient..that was one of the most sweet sweet things that he had done. it was like a sunbeam through the clouds..(im getting teary eyed here!!)

ok..dont say that we've never fight. we DO! sometimes constantly! but..we decided to throw our differences and make us the priority and not our emotions (he will always be the most patient and rational one hehehe).. tq for that also sayang..

since then..we are quite comfortable with each other. i mean, xla malu-malu lagi. but..when i haven't seen him in quite a while, i'll get all shy with him again, like when we first met.so..there is no feeling of too comfortable with him. it's always like a new feeling that i feel for him (am i making any sense?)

sOOooo..tomorrow is our big 3 and we plan to celebrate it as simple as we are. nothing complicated since we are both broke(so..no fancy stuff!) but sayang, im glad to have u with me everyday and giving me the strenght when i needed it. i cant imagine life without u.. :) and u wonder why i love u so much huh! hhehhee love u! and many years to come!! yeayyy

Happy Anniversary Sayang!! :)

Rules:
It’s harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag people(if u noticed missing words... sorry tend to ignore rules i can't follow). Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.



My name starts with the letter- L (dah sume W x best la kan?)

1. What is your name : Wan RLili

2. A four Letter Word : Love

3. A boy’s Name : Larry

4. A girl’s Name : Lila

5. An occupation : Lawyer (duhh...)

6. A color : Lilac(purple shade)

7. Something you’ll wear : Long pants? (hahaha)

8. A food : Longan

9. Something found in the bathroom : Longkang (hahha)

10. A place : Lenga(muar)

11. A reason for being late : Lingering at my bed

12. Something you’d shout : La...!

13. A movie title : Love actually

14. Something you drink : Laici

15. A musical group : Lifehouse

16. An animal : Lice

17. A street name : Langgak (kedah)

18. A type of car : Lexus

19. The title of a song : Lie

cannot resist..

ok..this is by far the CUTESTTTTT picture ever!! and its taken by moi~ hehehe lia..ur so cuteee la sayang !!~