the DRAMA

well..from the last post..u know that i have to stay back yesterday.the drama...MAN~!! it was teribble.i hateeeeee it ok? ok? i cant tell u any clearer than this! lets go from hour to hour ok?

9.30 a.m - arrived at the office..i figured that my M would be at the office in a couple of minutes.

10.30 a.m - the M strolled into the office n gave us choc from London (baik la jugak)

2.30 p.m - still waiting for him to call me to discuss the VERY URGENT matter

3.30 p.m - called me but was distracted and asked for a minute to answer the phone

4.30 p.m - still on the phone

5.30 p.m - still on the phone

6.00 p.m - at last called me

6.01 p.m - suddenly realised that he forgot EVERYTHING about the case.have to look thru the piles and piles of docs.its a mega building project..so imagine the agreements, the JV, the PA, substituted PA...and the list of docs just go on and on...

8.30 p.m - still sorting out the docs...x tgk lagi the statement of claim to draft the defence

9.30 p.m - still..x wat anything.still looking at the docs. baru nak buka statement of claim

10.30 p.m - baru nak crack open the defence..when he found out the draft the lawyer in sabah gave is totally not up to his standards and wants to recast the WHOLE thing. (imagine my shock la at this time)

11.30 p.m - debating wat to do...nothing is done yet to the defence..the clerk is getting restless because u know..problems that i wont state here.

12.00 p.m - suddenly a lightbulb turn on and he said he is only capable to do only 1 paragraph...all the other contents of the defence cannot be helped since he is in a jam.

1.00 a.m - finally finished the 1 paragaraph...

1.10 a.m - went home..i drove back to shah alam alone. Mr. F teman me on the phone the whole way back because i was afraid..u know..its 1 a.m. anything can happen.

Love him to bits..he was so0000 drowsy n super mengantuk...but still teman me all the way home :)

1.30 a.m - reached home..took a shover and slept the whole nite through..only to wake up in the morning remembering that He asked me to come in early to make sure the clerk type the defence and email it to him

so..basically..thats what happen yesterday..im still tired. no mood at all to do work. stressfull..i feel this anger inside me that i cant let out...i hate doing work last minute and hate ..... (cannot say in public heehee) 3 more months lili...3 more months...

plez pray for me..so that i can get thru this.. either i blow up or just give up.. ?

be strong~!! 3 MORE MONTHS~!!!

-Lili-

Friday Madness

yeah..not planning to blog about the title.hehe the title is just for the sake of having a title..since its friday heheh gile lame-o~!!

yupp...friday.the last day of my indepence..as my M is coming back on monday from his lovellyyy vacayyy in london..paris..owh~!! jeles.scotland too~!! and on his daily..yeah DAILY reply to us for the office report, he said that Lili..stand by to work LAtE on monday. yeahhhhhh...suprise..suprise.Hell again. wut? this time he wants me to stay back until 6 plak ke? (note: the last time i stayed back until 3a.m) well..xpe.im gonna blog about my frustrations later on..hehehe cant wait (yeah right :( )

my lil sis is going of to Uni this saturday.. to ALIA : i know ur gonna be strong,successfull and enjoy ur days in UNI.its the highlight baby..hehehe.im sure ur gonna enjoy it as much as i did sayang.. ape2 just call me or the other sister yg duduk dekat2 nu.kene belajar bersusah sikit..be independent ok? u have to learn things the hard way..baru bleh survive when u go out n tempuhi alam pekerjaan. i will pray for ur success and i hope that u will score and achive what u have been working so hard for. i support u :) n remember that kak lili love u soooo MUCh pipi pau~!!

my lil sis..sob...sob..all grown up.. Waaaaaa hehehe gudluck yang~!

my constant companion...chewahhh ie: org slalu teman n masakkan bende2 if lapar at odd hours ie..the best cook..ie: pipi pau

myself..i cant wait to finish chambering..its like another 3 months n counting (for exact date, tgk countdown on ur right) cant wait to earn higher wages arghh..penat dah la asyik kering je.i tell u..rm700 is like..pehh x cukup langsung for a month.x beli ape2 for myself...so, i hope i will get a job somewhere that pays more and dont ask me to stay back...just because...org lain x finish their work Humph~!!

so..up ahead..have to sit for ethics exams next month (congrats nurul for passing~!!) and exemption BM. n have to figure out the other Borangs..when im gonna ave to file em'..so yeah..october..come quick~!!!!! i want to finish chambering aminn :)

just some pictures i want to share..i need these people..if i were'nt for them being here..xtau la ape jd ngan aku ni mase chambering hehehe.the people that is so close to my heart.. love them all :)

my heart and soul..

words dont do justice to describe how much i love her..

then one and only bro..bz bee

vain sister..heheh no la.. ADIK BONGSU KAK LILI (as she always puts it..like i need reminding.love her to bits tho' hehehe)

my ever always photogenic big sister..always looks lovely in photos..in real life..hm...lovely tooo laaa hehehe kind hearted also

enjoy the pics...check in later :)

being the IT illiterate that i am...

waaa..tq to tkah for the award (Miss universe style) gagaga~!

well..being the illerate IT person that i am..i dont know how to link n etc like the instructions given. but fret not~! i will go home n ask my lil sister to do it for me..hheeeEEEee..malu je :P

but still..i want to post the pic heee tq tkah :)

neway..today is my last day doing legal aid..i will miss my days away from the office :( and the people here are all nice people..

i never would have thought my highlight in chambering is going to legal aid. as u all know, im attached to WAO (Women Aid Organization) that has their own shelter right here at the office. so..i get to be close to these battered women and it makes me realize that this world and life is not a bed of roses..

i remembered the first time a women who was abused so teruk came to me for advise. its a plus actually that i know the civil law and syariah..i get to advise them on what is the steps that must be taken for them to protect themselves. i was chased out of the police station. threathened by a parang..phew..i was shaking all the way back..and when i remeber those times, i get chills..i reallly do. but..i like it. i feel that my life has a purpose by helping these people.like..i been wasting my time in law school.. and finally i can really make a difference..rather while im in the office.ironic huh?

so..to those people working in WAO..u guys are really an inspiration to me. and for those who are at the shelter..u are strong and u can go through life being the strong women u are..never give up :)

Support Women y'all~! Say NO to violence against women!!!

They...complete me

yesterday and today was tiring but i feel very happy. this is because of several reasons :-

1. i never dreamed to get DL for my syariah diploma..never in my mind that i could actually score that high and this time around, the result is the best that i've ever had the whole of my life as a student. so..im really happy. i thought that i just get "cukup makan" as i am working n studying at the same time. im proud of myself..and mama n ayah..tq for giving me the opportunity to pursue syariah and giving me the support that i need financially and moraly. i love u guys soooo much..this kejayaan is for u~!

2. my cyg a.k.a Mr.F passed his degree wif a 3.00 pointer.im very proud of him..i always membebel him for not trying hard enough etc etc.plus pressures from both sides of our family so that he can pursue his masters and finally become a lecturer :) im very proud of u syg..u really worked hard and u deserve this..i pray that everything will happen as we plan..december..InsyaAllah :) and i will support u all the way..sampai u pegang that masters and jadi lecturer :)

3. this is just in...Mr.F a.k.a the boyfriend...its OFFICIAL!! he finally got the offer letter for MASTERS.cyggggggg im proud of UuuuuUuuuuuu. Alhamdurillah...Allah have blessed us with so much joy..make sure u reach ur aim ok.. :) im very happy for u!

4. ni saje je tambah..MrF is coming back hereee yeayyyy..dlm mase terdekat.having dinner everyday here we come!! hehehe hakim la untung..asyik mkn kat situ je. :)

but..last but not least..what really makes me happy is the love and support that i get from my family. i could have never been more luckier to have each and every person in my family in my life. been thru wif me thru thick n thin..at my most best and my most worse..they just love me anyways..I LOVE MY FAMILY!!

out of my mind ~~~

really bored at the office.no work to do..been spending a lot of time on the net.the thing is..i know im gonna have to stay back today. the M has yet to come to the office to discuss the witness statement that needed to be discussed for tomorrow.and there is a LOT to do ok? i know i'll be getting annoyed by this evening..s**** really hate staying back.what is the point me coming early in the morning just to wait around for him until he gives me work? x best langsung.at least give me something to occupy me and let we leave by the end of office hour. i have a LIFE ok? i want to go back and spend time wif the family and frens and not spend the whole day wif U!! damn la..im really MAD. thats is one of the factors that i really hate this period in my life. i feel that my time is wasted wif last minutes tasks and jobs. and i really do hate last minute work. how can u perform, how can u deliver your best when u have time against u? what the heck!! that is why we have to start early so that by the time the work is due..it will be perfect. dont u learn that while u are studying or in the course of your practicing years? damnnnn!!

cant wait for this sucky period to end...cant wait for this sucky period to end..cant wait for this sucky period to end..cant wait..

Holidayyy yeayyy

it was great n fun n i think the most memorable holiday yet.many things happen..laugh my heart out and also cried my heart out. for those who knows..knows la..heeheee..

the holiday started on th 3rd of JUne when me n Mr. F hop on the bus and we were off to KB for my cousins wedding.he was being very protective all the way to KB by monitoring how much i drink and eat.my tekak was super kering!!!! but tq syg..i know u meant well. u really did jaga me k? hehehe and the bus was really spacious! cam leatyher seat yg sgt besar.ur bahu x berlaga pun dengan the person next to u.soo..its really comfortable and great journey. arrived in KB around 6 a.m and Mr. F's bro came and pick us up.he drop me off at Kg Sireh and mr.F went home and promised to come by later to see me.

i manage to get a few minutes of sleep as i was sleeping in the bride's room.xcited u know! got ready..and get to meet the cousins uncles n aunties n many more..reconnect balik dengan those yg lame x jumpe..

the next couple of days was hectic and now something is happening in my life. and its happening fast..xtau cne nak catch up..like i cant believe its happening to my.x expect langsung it will happen within this year or next.very unexpected. the things that happened really opened my eyes la..and im still getting use of the idea.now..we must first decide on a date..but..ntah.cant say much for the time being. i hope everything will turn out great..Ya. Allah..berilah petunjuk MU..amin..

all in a days work

last week i got some really good time off as i was on MC on thursday. went to sek15 and mummy bought everyone of us a bottle of designer perfumes :) first time pakai perfumes yg mahal a.k.a designer perfume. before this, yang paling mahal pun pakai Bodyshop je. soo..rase best hehehe

on saturday, my mom gave me some money for me to spend on shoes and bags for my konvocation. mummy..tq very much for everything i love u so so muchhh. get this ok, i FINALLY able to buy my dream bag which i love to bits!! ahhhh love the new purple bag. i want the bag since my birthday last january..but duhh suprise suprise..xade $$$ to buy it.and i was actually betting that i will get that bag by convocation..sooooo after about 6 months waiting finally i got the bag!!! ehehehe happy happyyyy

Mr.F just arrived today and he's waiting for me to fetch him later so that we could spend time together.maybe go out to eat and talk..ntah tgk dulu cne. u know, we are not the kind of couple yang suke merayau.just kluar date to makan and thats all. if kene beli something baru pegi shopping complex etc..

oh ya, my konvocation is tomorrow. no big deal actually..rasa biase je..bleh x? hehehhe ntah hape2 ntah aku ni. ntah..just rase biase. and yesterday i met the dean of our faculty and again she asked me when am i going to join TPM cause she is SOOOooooo sending me to NZ or australia..ntah la..i know susah nak dapat peluang cmni but the circumstances now macam x mengzinkan. i'll think bout it..maybe in 2011 ke bleh kot..but not actually now la. i got this syariah thing that i still have to complete..so..not planning to further frying my brain with moree studying hehhee. nanti org bosan dtg my convo every year heheh gile berlagak! ala..maybe enjoy working life sket..earn a bit of money..help the family to reach our goal of owning a house in shah alam etcc...so..maybe i put on hold dulu the offer for Masters. but who knows kan?? we'll see..

k..check in later. love u mama ayah!! muax muax